12th
I am very nearly a college dropout, thats harsh. I do need a break though.
sometimes its funny to me how many times I can listen to the same song over and over again.. recently anyhow.
for example, this song by talons ( of the six parts seven )
you see I haven’t told her or anyone here I’m quitting yet. which hasn’t really helped much, with this feeling of someone standing on my chest. I’m sick of just getting through time, drunk, driving home.
and then there’s that song by Headlights, where they sing “if home is where the heart is, then home is here”. If that is true then I have homes all over the place. So I guess I am just getting a bit over-anxious to leave one home, and go back to another home, ride my bike, drink a beer and clear my head.
It is also weird, how I can be so emotionally detached and then reattached from the whole leaving situation. ahh fuck, you know? right?
